Sunday, April 18, 2010

Lost.

The hours with no sleep
Help me understand
What has happen before.

In a time when nothing else matter,
Besides our love.
Loving you every single minute.
Slowly.

I need to discover,
On the last minute, our time.
The one that would undo that undone.
And put all the feelings on my heart again.

Now that the love is gone.
And sick, it goes down,
I prefer then to run,
Instead of losing myself one again.

After loosing you,
I'll see you again.
Maybe polite.

We won't say anything.
Nothing happened.
I'll just keep on going,
Like a lonely soul in my path to the sky.

Chuva

Suas gotas frias caem sobre meu rosto, limpando a falsidade e o medo dos meus olhos.
O vento indeciso brinca com meu cabelo embarassado. Pela primeira vez, não é necessário se esconder, o fracasso mistura-se com a negritude do dia. Ou noite, será?
Muitas pessoas não percebem a beleza de um dia chuvozo, dizem ser frio e triste. Seu maior medo não é se molhar, mas sim deixar escapar aquela lágrima tão bem escondida.
Dias chuvosos, para mim, são dias verdadeiros. Aonde não existe tempo, ou compromisso, ou cansasso. São dias aonde, olhar-se no espelho, torna-se fruto de uma crítica positiva. Sem ninguém pra te julgar, além de seu eu.
Oh, chuva. Limpe essa dor do meu coração, deixando para tráz somente a pureza um dia nele existente.

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Home

I only feel like myself when I am drinking my tea and reading the last few lines of Romeo before his engrossing death. A men that finally found his true love, kills her out of stupidity. Love, the one that have been hurting me for so long, and still the only one that can release the pain.
Everything else seems like a big Theater for me, where I am the big star. Faking every last smile. After the applause, the scary silence screams through my open ears. Inviting me and exciting me. Nothing here seems real, but when I am with you, alone in the deep darkness, I finally feel like myself.
I bough my own place now, a little house in Mars. Where no one else can find us. Just you and I, and the sounds of the empty space.
Home, you are the only thing I have left. Now, I just have to find you.